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Saturday

5:45 PM

I cant believe it still hurts mi the same.. the same amount of pain .. tears cant stop for the whole night.. n i cant slp..

why is it till now then we share our feelings..so its been there..i thought im the only one feeling all i feel ..but why is it till now then i noe.. u went thru the same too..
why am i always late.. i haf all these in my heart since long ago but why dun i haf the courage to tell u ..n that question mark that has been on my mind since then finally its cleared.. but is it really too late.. after sooo much that i went thru.. i still feel the same ..only i myself know my heart..but i couldnt find the chance to tell u ..tt i know i haf missed my right one..but coz of my status.. i know i dun have the right to feel ..whu am i to tell u how i feel.. all other girls out there like her have all that i cant b compared..

but i realli tried to overcome all hurdles n stay strong in goin w my heart even with all the negative remarks around mi.. n though i dare not hope for anything ..its coz of wad we shared that keeps mi goin..keeps mi in believing in the chance to own xing fu again despite how wrong can it seems to b now ..this u may not know ..the sense of security fr ur eyes tt till before yesterday stil kept me feeling "everyting will be alright "..whenever how wrong things seems to b for mi..speaking all these of how i feel this last time i haf nth to hide juz infront of u animore..im a fool...believing in what only i believe tt perhaps its nt there..

why didnt u let mi know earlier then too.. tings will all b different.. y muz it be the right one missing all the right times.. if we both persist, could we haf overcome all the hurdles and mistakes.. am i the only one left working hard thats already redundant..haf u realli left and found ur future.. i wish n wish all along tt i could stil haf the chance to work towards the same future w u ..after the years i realise love is the basic of all i need ..

Im so so sorry.. knowing that i dont have the right to think abt anything.. theres no where tt i can tell u..but i realli cant help..it takes alot of courage to write these here but i dun wan any more regrets..is it realli too late...